Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Just Simply Because

I don’t want to see you
I don’t want to meet you

Just simply because
I am scared
I am terrified
I am frightened
I am afraid

I will want to see you constant
I will want to meet you frequent

Just simply because
I might fall in love with you
I might tumble head over heels for you

Just simply because
You are creator’s adoration
You are love’s exaltation
You are heart’s rapture
You are mind’s ecstasy

You are seventh heaven’s heaven
You are cloud nine’s cloud
You are love’s biggest love
You are the pinnacle of completeness
You zeniths of a man’s life

Just simply because of that
I don’t want to see you
I don’t want to meet you

Just simply because
I can’t bear of not be able to love you
I can’t endure of not being loved by you.

I WOULD BE LOST

I Would Be Lost

I would be lost
If you take me away from your heart
I would be aimless
If you take me away from your thoughts
I would be lifeless
If you take me away from your life

I would be lost for sure.
I would not have
a direction
a destiny
a path
a bearing
to cruise me towards happiness

I would be lost
If you loose me from your heart

Monday, August 2, 2010

You Are Bad

You are bad
You are really bad

You influenced my heart
You corrupted my mind
You falsified my vision
You tricked my soul

To change me
To make me
To convert me
To switch me

As
An addict
An aficionado
An extremist
A militant

Of your affection
Of your care
Of your tenderness

You are bad
You are really bad

You drugged me with your love
You blinded me with you everywhere
You coagulated my heart with your memories
You regimented my life to only think of you

You are bad
You are really bad
But I like it

Discreet : You And Me

I wish I could say I love you
From the depth of my heart
Unfortunately I do not know
If it is appropriate

I wish I could steal your heart
And keep in my heart forever
But, I am not sure if your heart
Is still there for me to filch

I wish I could at least secretly
Hold you in discreet
Make love in intimacy
Dance in ecstasy
Or least to feel your romance
In my dreams

I know barriers that stand between us
I understand the distance that separates
But all it need is,
Hints of agreeable
Signs of consent

I will send
The discreet proposal
To make memories in clandestine.

Monday, July 19, 2010

Baby just love me

I want to touch you
I want to hold you
I want to embrace you
I want to squeeze you
And blanket you with my love

I want to take you to the skies above
I want to ferry you across the blues sea
I want to journey you to a magical land
I want to build a heaven
And make you understand my love

I want to just love you
I want to just feel your love
I want to simply live your love
I want to make your love my life
And let you believe in my love

Baby just love me
For the love that I love you.

Price for Loving You

I loved you,
Loved you more then I could imagine
I loved you,
Loved you more then I loved me.
I loved you with all my heart could
I loved you to the fullest of my heart
But hurt is what you gave me in return

I know I could love you more
I know I should give you more love
But then,
Betrayal is what you punish me with
Infidelity is what you gave me in return

I know I could love you more
I know I should love you more
But then,
You castigated me with unfaithfulness
You let me suffer with your perfidy.

I loved you
You broke me to my knees
I loved you
You cracked holes of devastation in me
I loved you
You performed loved with betrayal in return

I loved you and you allow tears in returns as gift
I loved you and you let my hearts weep in sorrow.

Love Me

My thoughts are full of you
Each frame of my mind
Thinks of you and only you
Nothing else, just you

Each breath that I take, I take for you.
Each step I lunge, I do for you
Each hope that I have, is only upon you
Each wish that I desire, is only you that completes it

You,
Only you.

I know , I really love you
I know , I really worship you
I know , you complete me

I know:
You will make my love , a meaningful journey
You will make my heart, a joyful place to feel you

I know I love you
I know I will be able to win your heart
I know I love you
I know you will love me back

Love me back
Please love me back
Please give me your love
Please let me embrace it
In my yearning heart.

A Bit of You of For Me

I woke up this morning
I realized I was lost
Completely unable to track myself
Completely lost
My mind
Travels without direction
My heart
Feels endlessly empty
My memories
Erasing its reminiscence
I have completely lost;
the charm,
the enchantment,
the allure,
To live,
To exist.
Breathing in devastation,
Thoughts in jettison
Entire frame of vision
Blank and completely blank
Please fill me up
Make a meaning
Give life to my life
An ignition to my heart.
Just a simple fraction of your affection
Just a small bit of your love
Just a tiny piece of your tenderness
To blossom a garden of hope
In my desert like heart.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

I Wish I Could Lie

Girl.
Please do not like me
Please never show any affection to me
Please prevent your feelings for me
Please stop to care for me
Please do not fall in love with me

Please,
Stay away from me
Don’t let me share your heart
Never spare any bit of your life for me

Please,
Hinder me from be enthralled by your smile
Stop me from be spellbound by your softness
Impede me from be charm by your touch

Please,
Stay away from me
Don’t let me dwell in your heart
Never let my heart have the joy of having you

Yes,
I wish it was true

Yes,
I wish it is what I want

But,
I can’t simply lie
I can’t simply deny
I can’t simply refute

The more I distance you from me
The shorter the distance seems to be
The further I want to run away from you
The nearer you seem to be in my heart

I just wish I could lie
But I can’t
I simply can’t
As I know

I love you
More than anything in life.

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Out Of Sudden

Out Of sudden,
I felt empty in me,
I knocked my heart,
There was no answer,
I try to touch my heart.
I realized it was not there anymore.

I was really lost,
Lost and bewildered,
I was scared,
Felt aimless and misfortune,
This feeling was killing me.

I felt my life lurking the end,
Whole self was loosing the grip,
Life was diluting away.
I was lost, I was scared.

Tears was trying to moisture my eyes
Sadness was attempting to feast deep in me
Unable to prevail, turning turbulence

Lost and scared
Dominating me

Words seems to be wordless

I was lost, I was scared
Searching for remedy

Out of sudden,
I felt some serenity,
I felt some tranquility,

I could sense my heart calling,
I could feel its proximity in distance
I could sense the ambiance
I could feel its imminence

I rummaged around
Searching endlessly
Seeking continuously, then,
In a hazy corner of my vision
I sensed you, waiting


Waiting for me with
Eyes glowing like white pearls
Smiles jingling like bells
Sweet voice singing like hummingbirds
Ambience scenting like roses
My heart cushioned with yours.

I am not lost anymore
I am not scared anymore
I am not and will not
As I know
My heart is where it belongs
My heart is where it supposed to be